Freedom.

So, I have been living out on my own for about 5 months now;
With occasional weekends back at home.
The big question now is;
After being at home for the whole month of December;
Do I want to continue staying at home?
Or would I head back to the condo?
My compromise with myself is this.
Since I am due to leave to UK in less than 2 years;
Why don't I spend the time I have left here with my family?
Although I know that I may or may not be in UK permanently;
Life is unpredictable.
As I mentioned on Twitter just the other day;
Brittany Murphy passes away at the age of 32.
To me, that is a young life that left this world.
I do not know how her life was when she was around;
But I certainly did not see her departure coming.
In that, I am bargaining within myself;
Contemplating on whether or not to stay home.
On the other hand, Eva did mention something in the past.
She said that I might feel left out among friends;
Especially within the group who stays at the condo.
There may be parties or little get-together that I may be missing out on.
Would I want that?
Then again, questions arise.
Am I doing this out of fear?
Am I living at the condo because I want to feel included?
Am I coming home due to the unresolved issues with friends?
There is a huge urge to continue staying at home.
It may be the comforts of home that is persuading me to stay.
But effective January, there will be no maid at home anymore.
So whether I stay at the condo or at home;
Laundry and chores will still be present.
So what is it, really?
I am unsure if there are any parents who reads this blog.
But if there are, I have a question to ask.
I would really appreciate to hear a parent's point of view.
If your child is due to leave for her studies abroad in less than 2 years;
Would you prefer her to live out now for the remaining time?
(In preparation for her life abroad)
Or would you prefer her to be home with you?
Lovingly,
Sasha Yeoh Ee Ping